DAMN I MISS HIM :/

                                             
 DAMN ! I still can't forget him :'( I really miss him . So much . I never fall in love with the boy like this before :/ Argh sedey sedeyh sedeyh saket saket saket perit perit perit tuhh jehh mampu ak ucap :/ Tipu arh ak ckp ak takk rindu dy kan ? Tipu sgt . Mata menggambarkn segalanyeeehhh :/  Read my eyes , figure out my heart , listen my tears . . . Only Allah knw how much I love him .. Allah . . send my love to him . . Make him realise how much I love him . . make he realise how sad I'm when he's not here with me . .

                                                   
         Thinking bout him evry second make me fuckin hurt :'( Sriusly . This is not SUPER POYO keyhh . Nihh luahan persaan jiwe hati ak . KShut up . Hati maafkan ak .. selalu ak mnyakitimu , bukan ke ak pemilikmu sepatotnye mnjagamu , bukann menyakitimu , bukan mmbuat airmata sebagai penemanmu . . Hati , sabarlahh kau selagi mampu . .

                                                         
          Knpe you tade when I need you now ? You taw takk I tade spe lagi nakk mngadu , I knw Allah always there for us . But I still need you . . I nakk mngadu katt spe kalow takk you ? I nak gado gado sayangg dgn spe kalow takk you ? I nakk maki spe kalow takk you ? I nakk dengki spe kalow takk you ? I nak bwat lwk bodo dkt spe kalow takk kat you ? I nak bebel kat spe kalow takk you ? I nakk bjet Bm dkat spe kalow takk you ? You knw wht .. My life mess up without you now ... :'/
           Dear , sape nakk sing my fv song dkat I pasnih ? Spe nakk bwt I senyum mcm kerangg busuk comel sensorng pasnih ? Sape nakk kacau I memalam pasnih ? Spe nakk gerak I solat subuh pasnih ? Spe nakk aja I english pasnih ? Sapee nakk memarah I pasnih ?Sape nakk ajk I berangann pasnih ? Sayy sayanggg ! Sape if not youu :'(
           I really hope you will be father to my children .. be Imam .. be teacher .. be friend to me and our children ... then , bring me to Mecca , perform haji  together .. I really hope that ..

                                        I also hope you miss me like I miss you babe :')
                            

                                
                            You will never find a girl that cares and loves you more than me . <3
        Even hati ak saket , alhamdulillah maseh boley dkawal stkat nihh . . InsyaAllah . Allah there for you sarahh . Never stop pray dear ! kk chaiyokk ! *cheer me please ? xD
           AnaUhibBuka ngekk ! xD
I strt miss you without tears .. but I miss you with hope that you we'll get back togther at the time . But I dont think now , InsyaAllah day that I really need someone to take care of me :')
                                                                                                lot of hope saraeho