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assalamualaikum ,


Lelaki adalah penjaga wanita kerana Allah telah menjadikan sebahagian daripada mereka baik antara satu sama lain , Surah An-Nisa-34

      See ? Men should be caretakers of woman not hurtin them or take advantages of them . Hati perempuan nih lembut like..like..."fiuhhh" senang cair dengan janjijanji palsu lelaki . So, please please I'm beggin dont take advantages of their softness . Girls , find men who love Allah, and you too ! should put ur love for Allah first,then you will found men who love Allah. Every girl/boy want pray boy/girl, tapi tapi cermin diri first . Nak jumpee yangg baek kne jadik baek dulu . No need zina maksiat to attract boy, if he love you he 'll wait for you . If he a good man, he would not touch you before marry . Dear hawa, dont easily give ur body to man who tought that love came from sex . Love came from pure heart babe !

                                                 
     So from now, put ur love for Allah bcause Allah will choose the right one for you .Janji Allah itu benar , put ur trust to Allah . Allah know the best for you guys !
     Take a note ! Semua perempuan nak lelaki yang soleh sebagai pemimpin menuju ke cahaya Islam seterusnya ke Jannah , tapi muhasabah diri , perbaiki diri , InsyaAllah you 'll found the right one dude !

                                             
       Dear Adam and Hawa ,LOVE IS PURE , please please ! Dont ever ever and ever dirty it by ZINA !Even it end with marriage , akibatnya nanti ? Nauzubillahhiminzalik !
May Allah bless us :)
#Menasihati diri sendiri <33 xoxo

Terima dan Redha :)

Terima dan redha . Yeahhh :)

Orang yangg susah untuk bergembira ialah orang yang selalu memikirkan masa lalu lebih baik dari masa hadapan . So start from now , accept ktentuan dari Illahi . InsyaAllah ada hikmah disebalik ape yangg berlaku . Jangan berpaling k k sarah ! Chaiyok chaiyok ! smileeeeee :) *chicken dance

   Allah tidak akan sekali-kali menguji hamba-Nya diluar kemampuan hambanya*Al Baqarah 286

                                 

      Ingat Allah takkan beri ujian yangg tidakk boley dtanggung hambanya, kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih . Sabar selagi mampu , kuatkann Iman, cekalkan hati, InsyaAllah hidop diberkati ^_^ 

Semakin kuat ujian Allah turonkan semakin sayangg Allah kepada hambanya . Beri hati kepada manusia, akan dikecewakan, tetapi beri hati kepada Allah, Dia tidak akann mengecewakan <33*LotOfLoveAllah

                                                       

       Aku akui, bukan mudah bernafas dalam jiwa seorang hamba kerana aku juga seorang manusia . Bukan mudah mengata yang jujur padahal memahitkan, bukan mudah tersenyum saat berduka . Sometimes, rasa macam tidak mahu terima takdir semua nih , mengeluh dan mengeluh . Tetapi, saat aku kesepian aku mula berfikir wajarkah aku mempersoalkannya ? Umhhh . Sabar dan Sabar kerana bagiku sabar merupakan kunci utama dalam menghadapi sebarang ujian daripada Allah .. walaupun menyakitkan . . Yeahhh, bibir mudah mengungkap sabar, tetapi hati yang remuk berkecai .. :'/

                                              

       Mungkin aku terlalai kerana terlalu mendambakan cinta duniawi dari cinta dari-Nya . Maka, Allah mula mengetuk pintu hatiku untuk mengingati-Nya dari terus lalai dibuai mimpa dunia semata-mata . Aku mula sedar, Allah begitu merindui rintihan dan air mata kerana-Nya . . Allah mungkin tidak pernah menjanjikan perjalanan kehidupan itu mudah, tapi Allah berjanji akan bersama kita pada setiap langkah kitaa as long kitaa meminta padanya :)

 " Kata kejuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu " See ? Bukann susahh nakk senyumm , hati simpan baek luka-luka tuhh jangan sampi berdarah-darah , bernanah-nanah, terbakar-bakar , remuk kecai , hahh ape lagi kaw nak ? Semuaa arhh . Nanti lelame dia baek balekk lahh kann ? InsyaAllah <3 Pray for my happiness ^_^

                                     
                                                                                                                  saraeho

2013nyehh Story xD

      Migranee migrane migrane ! FISH FISH CATTTTT ! ><*takk maki kann ?
Da takk boley bgon jehh dri tidor , rse mcm nakk tdor 1hari . Wieeee ^_^ Tapi ape kann daya , this year ak nk genggam sijil "Kedatangan Penuh" nakk pecahh rekod seumor hdop ak . Da laaa last year dpat surat amaran sllu takk datangg . Bukann ak sngje seyhh , nseb bekk mak ak bgik surat klink thenn settle . Wiee ~ Takk kne dimerit . This year ak takk kire , selagi hidop ak datangg sk . Over seyhh -_- PMR bulan 10 , then  trial lagi 2weeks . Woo o_O serramm seyhh, kalow takk dpat straight A mcm mne ? Gelap mse depann ak >< So , wishh me luckk ! Doa korangg amat kuhargai , ceyh xP Pape pownn , ak doakann tahun nihh candidates PMR/SPM SMKPermasJaya , mndapat kputusan yangg cemerlanggg mcm tahun lepas :)
     Lagi 2years, SPM . But kalow boley ak takk nakk amek course Sains, Akaun smuee tuhh . Ak nakk amek perdagangann . Nakk mntk teknik perdagangan kalow boley, tapi sk Teknik JB lagi bgos . Urmhhh -__- Msokk jehh la manemane , as long perdagangann  ^_________^ Mak ayahh jgn risau, sk jehh manemane , bgos takk bgos uh ats diri kitee, bukann sk kitee . And lagi satuu , next year kalow boley ak dokk asrama . Musnah takk musnah hidop ak, sbb kalow kat ruma ak nyehh nafsu asyik nk ber-Google jehh , so baek dok asrama . Belaja la kaw smpi mmpus xD

Dont give me any hope anymoreeee . Stop pretand that you still care bout me . Leaveee meee ! :'(

What I can sayy seyhh ? Tell me ? If I say something , would you come back to me ? All this 'll come back like before hah ? Nver right ? So better I keep silent . Silent . Silent . Silent ;'(

And pretend like superwomen that hav no feeling . Easy for youu think bout me , but hard for me to handle all this feeling ;'(

It's hurt me . It's hurt me babe ! 

I'm tired . Tired . Tired ;/

Things that I scare if it's happen . It was happened . Yeahh .
My love to you never change . Never change until now . I want it backk normal like before ;(
It's hard . Really hard . I know . Ouh damn ! Now , I'm really miss you :'(
I want it back like before ,
wake up and see text from you,
say gudnight before sleep,
disturb me when I'm asleep,
joke with you,
call you sayang , bangang ,  rehza , bodo
then , there for me when I'm boring , happy , sad , hard , easy , rain , sunny , now , tomorrow . I want with you every second bieee ;/ I know , you 'll never come back to me . I know that , I realise that . But what can I do ? I still love you . But time change everything ! I dont hav time to spent with you . Leave you alone .
From we dclare , I knw oneday you might leave me , broken ur promises and now see ? what things that I'm scare 'll happen , now it happen . It 's really hurt me ;/ I loose you :'(
I understnd , why you leave me . I understnd that too muchhh :( I never put any blame to you . It's all my fault . I swear , only Allah know how much Iloveyou , how bad I want to hav you by my side ;( I'll pray everyday that oneday you 'll love me like how I loveyou and could hav you forever ;'(
Allah take care of him , while I'm not there for him ;'((

Adam need Hawa ,
Hawa need Adam ,
Theyy need each other . See ?
      Samee arhh kite , takdee lelaki , so perempuan pun takdee , bilee takdee perempuan lelaki pun takdee . Saling melengkapi . For me , cinta itu fitrah . Fitrah datang daripada Allah . So takk dose laa kalow bercinta . Tapi Allah bagikk jalan for couple yangg bercinta ini untuk berkahwin . Supayee cinta itu takk dikotori dengan maksiat dan zina . Cinta itu suci babe ! Bukan permainan yangg orang boleyy buwat maen -_-
Sebab cinta , orang berkorban , sebab cinta orang bahagia , sebab cinta orang menangis . It's normal . Bahagia menangis . Benda comman . Kalow takk sanggup sengsara , so jangan bercinta . Easykann ?
       Beratus tahun korangg bercinta , kalow takk ditakdirkann bersama , putus jugak . So , be careful ! Haha ! Nnti merana . "Cintailah orang yang mencintai diri kita, baru bahagia" via Cik Sha . Haishh . So, ape kene mengena dengann life ak smue nihh ? Yeah . I cant love guy who love me . Meow ! What can I do seyhh ? -_- So , I try to forget bout my past . Start new one , accept the new one ? Ouhh goshh ! NO NO ! HAHAHxD It's fuckin hard T_T I try and try . Look , buda fifteen has a piece strong heart ! Hhaha ! I'm strong! *muke bangge
        "If you love someone , let him go . If he come back , meants he love you , but if not . . Stop hoping !" via Adekk -_- Buuuu ! So, conclusion here I want my hearttt backkk ! Give my heart back ! Hah buangg dalam tongg sampah ? k . Da biase kne buang xD I dont want game others boys bcause my past . Dont want Dont want ! ><
        Everyone selfish for their happiness , and I sacrifes my feeling for my love <3 If destinied you for me , InsyaAllah Allah 'll make us together . BANGGG ! Dy couple org jgn brgan nakk gather gather sarah ! xD Find the new one . No dont want ! I dont want find anymore ! Biar takdir tentukan segalanya :)
Hope dia orangg happy !!! :')
I deactive my account for let them happy without me . The pencacai *_* K, pray for them ! Now ! hehe bye !

I admire my sista , Nurulain xD

Llalalalalallallal ~ K SHUT UP ! SHUT UP SARAH !
Ouhhhh . . I cant stand it anymore , al those things make me crazy now ><
Exam exam exam exam . Pleasee give me time to spent wif my pinky lappy makk ? cann ea ea ? ^_^ thanks ! Iloveyouuuhhhhhh <3
Ok , today I'm tired . *not only today actlyy , everydayyyy I'm tired -__-
Pemalasnyehh sarahh ! buu ! Hahaha , what can I say seyhhh , I mmg penatt pk smue bnde yang yangg yangg ... *yang ape ? o_O ternyata dirimu mmg pemalas , feel the painnn ouhhhhh
K , ikhlas dari hati . Saya malas belajar , tapi saya belajar jugak . Knpe yer ? Fact : Sbb tahapp pemalas saya tidakk mencapai tahap kuase 2345678 mcm adekkk saya ^_^ seee ? dy exam takk blaja pape tp tp dy tidak sebodoh kambingggg ;/ jelez jelez jelez ! the prove that we can here is dy kelas 2RK2 bukan kelas blkg . Ishhh ! Then dy tidak pena gagal -..-*however , ak KRK ! kelas first , wieee ^_^  takk riya' ok
        Keyhh ape lgi yangg citer best yang takk brpe nk best psl adekk ak lgi is .. I think she's strong girl . I never see she cry for boy . Damn sriusly ! Dy break pown mcm takk kesah . Nk cakap dy player takk . Bukti ? k , mse zaman tokk kadok dlu , ade sorng buda laki nihh haikal bukan nme sbnr , tuee staon dri ak xD Dy syokk kat adek ak , tp  pde mase yg samee ak syokk kat dy .What the fish cat seyhh -_- Haikal bkn nme sbnar handsome perhhh dri boyfren dy amir . Tp adek ak ? Mmpus takk lyan dy . Ksian haikal syok sndri . Thenn tuptup dgr amir ade girl laen . Pastuh adek ak ape lgi ? Hahah brambus kaw dri life ak . mwehh xP over arhh adek ak . Tp dy ok jehh ak tgk . Takk pena lakk nnges-nnges o so wtv . Hebatkan dy ?
        Adekk ak dgn ak amat sgt KONTRA . Iloveeeeshawlsomuchhh ! damnnn ak suke natangg lilit-lilit uh , while she hate it -__- She love bawal and indon . Apeseyhh , takk up to date la kann ? tapi dy peduli ape . She said simple is nice . But for meee , fuckin simple is annoying k -.- aishh ~ IloveeeeeARTsomuchhhh ! But she really hate it . She love mathematic the killer subject . What ? what ? see ! Ak bodo kurang pndai math and she ?
         Keyhh kite org memangg jauh beza prgai , even kite orangg beza setahunn . However she is , Iloveyouu ! Thanks for support me ! Thanks Allah for send this girl for me as my sistaaaaa <3

#Ain , kaw jgn nakk bngge tahap cipann ea ak update psl kaww xD lalallaa
                                               sincerely , sarahkakakyangbaekk <3

#see ? kontra kecomelann . Ak lagi comel xP

#asal muke ak kat sni nampak mcm mcm .. arhh ! dasar camera lappy -_-

Love is POISON

      "I am OK" "Lookk , my smile cute right ?" "HaHa"
Ok , tired with this . This week I'm very very very busy . Yeahhh , busy kawad , kemaskemas bju blek dri kem and study .. stdy ? mende uh ? o_O Hahah jgn gelakkan ak kalow ak belajar k -___-
      But , busy can't make me forget him . Erh .
Close my eyes and say "This is my journey , that He put me here .It's his plan . So I need to carry on and trust Him :') "
      Sarah rilex .. Myb he's not the right one . You should control ur emotion k . Cool cool . Urmhhh by the way , last weekend I went Savanahill for a camp . Happy ? But not like Happy gila laa , cause I sleep only TWO HOURS -__- I got panda eyes . So cuteeee xP  stdent from other school  nice while some not . But I enjoy knw them . JengJengJeng , got new boyfriend ? Lol . No laaa , even one guy who name syukri ask my no phne , but I dont give . Hewhew . Ask me whyy please ? hehhe . For me , he's super handsome cause I love tall boy with big and nerd spec . I dnt gve my no cause I realise however I couple with other guy I still cant forget him . Being cruel couple with other boy , while still love ex . Erh .
        Why I'm crying when remember you ? Gosh . I hate to cry anymore . I want to be strong girl who can survive her life without others help . Get it ? But I knw I can't . . Can I share this pain with you ? llalalala ~ Who ? erh sesapeee arh :/ Dahh dahh enough sarah :'(

Peliharalah Aurat Hawa ! #MuhasabahDiri

      Sedangg asyik online , tetibee nakk ber-google and search for ikon muslimah . Guess who I found ? Yeahhh , Dr Marwah al Syabini . Before that , Al-fatihah for her . . 

  

Marwah nama diberi , manis serupa wajah ..

Hebatnya dirinya mempertahankan auratnya sehingga jatuh syahid . .

Ditikam berkali - kali tetapi masih dengan pendiriannya dengan menutup aurat . .

Hebatnya dirinya . . 

Hawa . . Bangkitlah . . Bangkitlah . . Marwah Si Hebat sanggup bergadai nyawa demi aurat . .

Sedangkan kita senang lenang menunjukkan aurat . .

Malah yang lagi menyedihkan berbangga dengan aurat yang didedah . .

Sedarlahh hawa hidup di dunia sementara , akhirat selamanya . .

Tutuplah auratmu , sabarlahh wahai jiwa jiwa muda . .

Lebih indah dirimu jika aurat ditutup . .

Cukuplah sekadar suamimu yang lihat . .

Semoga Jannah pertemuan kita . .

       Demi Allah ! Celakalah kau kafirlaknattullah ! Beliau mungkin tidak sefofulerr Micheal Jackson yg meninggal hingga 1Dunie kecoh . . Tp percayalah namenya akan sering disebut sebut oleh penduduk langit , berbahagialah disyurga Marwah :)

        Ya Allah , kuatkanlah aku untuk menutup aurat dengan sempurna suatu hari nanti . . Ameen ..

Aku wanita , sesungguhnya wanita itu fitnah . Setiap tindak tandukku harus dijaga . .Hati janganlah merasakan menutup aurat mrupakan satu kengkangan , tapi jadikan la ia sebagai satu penghormatan . . Jiwa keraslah kau dengan pendirian Islammu , akal . . Ingatkanlahh ak tentang kematian .. sesungguhnya kematian itu pasti . . Malangnya diriku mati dalam keadaan jahil ? dalam diri penuh kemaksiatan ? MasyaAllah . . .Berusahalah kau wahai diri sehingga terbukti Jannah istanamu . . kalungan solehah didadamu . . ameen ya rabbal alameen :)

Make Me Strong ! Allah Akbar !

I know I'm waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You'd tell me out aloud
That on that day I'll be OK
But we'll never know cause
That's not the way it works
Help me find my way
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I've lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
I know I'm waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You'd tell me out aloud
That on that day you'll forgive me
But we'll never know cause
That's not the way it works
I beg for your mercy
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I've lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

Heart *ade spe kesah ?

                              
     ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! !
Hati aku dahhh macam macam nameee seyhhh ade , pahit , pedih , kelat , hancur , luluh , remuk , pecah , bekecai , terbakar , hangus , hangit , rentung , meletoooppppppp . . . KEBABOOOMMMM !
Tunggu masee jehh nak .. nakk .. mati . Ceyhh . SadLifeee -_-

                                               
         Sarahh mmg ginihhh touchingg lebeyhh emo poyo and some else . Tapi tapi :/ Tuhh yangg titeww rse . . nakk buwakk guano ? Why horrr only Allah understnd me like always ? Penattt seyhhh senyum while inside dyinggg . Erh . Benci seyh ddok dkat dunie tapi sekor  sorng manusie pongggg tokk peheee kito :'(
Tahu dokk rase dy mcm mne ? Mcm .. mcm .. nakk terjon katil jehh . Arh arh  ! !*mnonggek ats katil
        Peluk diri tgk langit , searching bulann .. Yeahh I see ! Hope he doing same thing like mee ;/ Harapann la kaw sarah smpai mmpuih -_____- Tahhtahh sekarang dy tgh dating ke ape ke dgn pmpuan laen *evil think

                                                             
         Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Hope hope hope . Just hope :'( Why hoh nobody never undrstnd me ? WHY ? WHY ? Asl kalow boley smue orang nakk bwt ak nnges ? Mcm yall kan ? Da uhh kalow ak nnges bkn nakk pjuk . Bwt muke takk besalah tanpe simpati , yes tanpe simpati . Eyh baek ak msok bersamamu , kurangg kaseh sayangg perhatian bagai . ERH FUCKIN SHIT , Lagi arh sdeyh seyh . Mcm useless jeh ak nih kann . That's why , ak snng jatuhh hati jantong smue dkat orang yangg care psl ak . SEBABNYEHHH NOBODY THAT I KNW NEVER AND EVER CARE BOUT MYSELF AND MY FEELING ! tuhh arh yangg ak rse . Cbe korang  , yes korang . Sty at myside . Korng cmfirm terjun katilnyehh . Srius ! Da bpe kali da ak terjon katil takk pass - pass awayy lagi ~.~ I want everyone can read my eyes , I want everyone knw I hurt even I smile , I want everyone can read my heart , I wantt everyone try to make me laugh , I WANT I WANT ! ! XDD hewhew

                                                   
           Erh da lahhhh . Night . Dear wind send flying kiss ak yg sweet nihh dkt alamt . . . erh pape lahh as long sgpore then dkat rehza vangang tuhh <3
       

DAMN I MISS HIM :/

                                             
 DAMN ! I still can't forget him :'( I really miss him . So much . I never fall in love with the boy like this before :/ Argh sedey sedeyh sedeyh saket saket saket perit perit perit tuhh jehh mampu ak ucap :/ Tipu arh ak ckp ak takk rindu dy kan ? Tipu sgt . Mata menggambarkn segalanyeeehhh :/  Read my eyes , figure out my heart , listen my tears . . . Only Allah knw how much I love him .. Allah . . send my love to him . . Make him realise how much I love him . . make he realise how sad I'm when he's not here with me . .

                                                   
         Thinking bout him evry second make me fuckin hurt :'( Sriusly . This is not SUPER POYO keyhh . Nihh luahan persaan jiwe hati ak . KShut up . Hati maafkan ak .. selalu ak mnyakitimu , bukan ke ak pemilikmu sepatotnye mnjagamu , bukann menyakitimu , bukan mmbuat airmata sebagai penemanmu . . Hati , sabarlahh kau selagi mampu . .

                                                         
          Knpe you tade when I need you now ? You taw takk I tade spe lagi nakk mngadu , I knw Allah always there for us . But I still need you . . I nakk mngadu katt spe kalow takk you ? I nak gado gado sayangg dgn spe kalow takk you ? I nakk maki spe kalow takk you ? I nakk dengki spe kalow takk you ? I nak bwat lwk bodo dkt spe kalow takk kat you ? I nak bebel kat spe kalow takk you ? I nakk bjet Bm dkat spe kalow takk you ? You knw wht .. My life mess up without you now ... :'/
           Dear , sape nakk sing my fv song dkat I pasnih ? Spe nakk bwt I senyum mcm kerangg busuk comel sensorng pasnih ? Sape nakk kacau I memalam pasnih ? Spe nakk gerak I solat subuh pasnih ? Spe nakk aja I english pasnih ? Sapee nakk memarah I pasnih ?Sape nakk ajk I berangann pasnih ? Sayy sayanggg ! Sape if not youu :'(
           I really hope you will be father to my children .. be Imam .. be teacher .. be friend to me and our children ... then , bring me to Mecca , perform haji  together .. I really hope that ..

                                        I also hope you miss me like I miss you babe :')
                            

                                
                            You will never find a girl that cares and loves you more than me . <3
        Even hati ak saket , alhamdulillah maseh boley dkawal stkat nihh . . InsyaAllah . Allah there for you sarahh . Never stop pray dear ! kk chaiyokk ! *cheer me please ? xD
           AnaUhibBuka ngekk ! xD
I strt miss you without tears .. but I miss you with hope that you we'll get back togther at the time . But I dont think now , InsyaAllah day that I really need someone to take care of me :')
                                                                                                lot of hope saraeho