Make my story as a lesson :)

              " I wish raindrops would fall to cover my tears :'/ Im tired wif crying - crying and crying . Im tired wif all this , Im tired at all .. Dear heart , be strong as ulul azmi prophet that choose by Allah .  Stop crying , dont waste ur tears , wake up wake up ! show to them that you 're strong , smile , smile :) "
          Assalamualaikum dears readers , stalker , and also moon and star <33  You knw wht , I alwayss gado wif my mom , since Im 15 nihh  . Totally Im stress , tiredd and so on >< First day I ingt before msok smkpj uh , I nnges tahap giler barbie :'( I takk tahann sgt , takk tahhhannn bile asyik kne "blablablablbalabalabla" wif my mom . Takk smpi staon bpe kali nnges , psl family , then psl boyfie , psl "errrr" ktuk I . Im fucking stress , you knw ? When , pavit asked me , y my mate got lebamm , straightly I said bfore this I used spec then bile cabutt jdik cenggini :/ kadangkadangg bilee sllu pendam sgt mcm -mcm jdik kan ?

     Yanggg pling sedeyhh tahap sebal is , this year PMR , then mse arie khamis uh last exm taw , then I dgn my mom gado , this is bcoz , lastnight study smpi kol 3pgi for math yelarr , sarah nie takk xpert mane math , dahh tuhh pagi uh trjgee lmbt . Then cepatcepat iron bju nk pegi sk , takk smpt nk kemas buku , pastuhh my mom yg tgh mood takk baek , tros msok blik I memarah I coz takk kemas . I ckp la takk smpt , pastuh abess dy kuar , takk berkat smue yg I blja mlm tuhh ~
        Dgn "berkat" pckapan dy , time math otakkk ak BLUR 100% , then ngntok gilerr dahh uh  soaln takk jwb smue . Baekk kann ? Nk taw math ak dpt bpe ? "E" . E weyh , E . Ak takk pena rse gagal tp , sriusly I FEEL BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD :/ pdahal soaln snng , smpi 2 ke 3 dpt 100% Yg pling stroke, after kne mara , smue uh tros pegi sk , dgn takk salam , jln nennges , tp cover arh . malu yell >< Tros ajk AISHAH(suke takk , suke takk ? ak eja btol xD) pegi toilet , msok toilet jek  , tendng pintu , hntak kple kat pintu , muntah - muntah , kunci pntu dri dlm , nges puaspuas :'( gile , time tuh mmg kne rasuk setan , iblis , dajjal , yakjuj makjuj , smuee dah ade . Smpi kengkawann ak pjukk , sruh kuar citerr ape jdikk :'(  Sriusly time uh ak rse mcm nk bnuh diri jekk :/

      By the way , cool kann gambar ats ? HAHHAxD ak takk plan yg tuhh , kejamm beno , ak plih yg slow - slow , HAHAHxD overdos panodal then amek coke . perghh , gile style xDD HAHAxD sialsial , ape kaw ckp nih saraeho ? mengucap mengucap xD Ak mmg cenggine , dont knw how to xpress my feelin , sbb uh bile skli jek ak rse sket , mcm - mcm boley jdik . Hhuhh ~,~ nie bile jdik orangg takk reti badmood , skli kne , HAHH ! AMEKK KAW ! Pastuhh kann , yg best nyehh before blek uh dpt pelukkk dgn kengkawann :') gilerr terharuu siak , srius . Dahh la kawan bru , tp da mcm sratus taon kawann <3 
HAHAH ! Untongkann dpt kawan mcm nihh ? ketawa samesame , then nanges sesame :')  Lepasnihh , try takk nakk nnges dpan korang ahh , nnti korng nnges , ak rse sebakk arh :/ hekkhhikk ^_^ 

                                                     
        Dear friends , Tenks for be part of my life , tenks for let me cry on ur shoulder ,tenks for huggin me ,  tenks for makin me laugh , tenks for my lips to smile , tenks for treat me food , tenks for everythin .. and tenks for this friendship , without friendship love means nothin <3 iloveallmyfriends <3 
      Korangg mesti pelikkan ? ak boley ktwe - ktwe , gurau - gurau , even kmungkinn ak tron kelas 3rk2 ? sbab nyehhh ----> Allαh mengujimu kerαnα Allαh menyαyαngimu, mαkα senyumlαh! ツ .

“ Apαbilα Allαh mencintαi seorαng hαmbα, mαkα Diα αkαn mengujinyα. Jikα hαmbα itu bersαbαr dαn redhα mαkα Diα αkαn memilihnyα menjαdi kekαsihNyα”
(Hαdis Riwαyαt Ibnu Mαjαh)                                          
     InsyaAllah :) So ? korng rse ? perlu lgi ke ak nnges - nnges smue nih just coz dpt E math just dlm ujian 1 ? -..- Mnyesal nnges , cume ak kesal la ape jdik kat ak dgn mak ak :'( mom , im soryyyyyyyyyyyyyy <3 *ingt syurga teletak dkaki ibu <3  Hidupp bkn nk capai kejayann ddunia sajeee , tp akhirt jugakk , takk gne kalow blja smpi Univercity Oxford , last kali jdik setann . anakk haramnm btol -..-  Tp ak takk tipu lahh , ak pown mcm perempuan laen , trse nihh , itu , nihh . skit - skit nnges , smpikann psal "mokk , mokk " pown ak touchng smpi blek ruma dokk dyam - dyam then nnges . Hantuu nnges agknye rasuk ak blek -.- Cepatt touchng ak lately nihh , nk mmbesar agknyee . I thinkk ~  Papee pown ak trime ujian nihh dgn redha , Insyaallah , aminnnn ~ <3
                                                                                                              salam keinsafan dari
                                                                                                                 saraeho