Terima dan Redha :)

Terima dan redha . Yeahhh :)

Orang yangg susah untuk bergembira ialah orang yang selalu memikirkan masa lalu lebih baik dari masa hadapan . So start from now , accept ktentuan dari Illahi . InsyaAllah ada hikmah disebalik ape yangg berlaku . Jangan berpaling k k sarah ! Chaiyok chaiyok ! smileeeeee :) *chicken dance

   Allah tidak akan sekali-kali menguji hamba-Nya diluar kemampuan hambanya*Al Baqarah 286

                                 

      Ingat Allah takkan beri ujian yangg tidakk boley dtanggung hambanya, kerana sesungguhnya Allah Maha Pengasih . Sabar selagi mampu , kuatkann Iman, cekalkan hati, InsyaAllah hidop diberkati ^_^ 

Semakin kuat ujian Allah turonkan semakin sayangg Allah kepada hambanya . Beri hati kepada manusia, akan dikecewakan, tetapi beri hati kepada Allah, Dia tidak akann mengecewakan <33*LotOfLoveAllah

                                                       

       Aku akui, bukan mudah bernafas dalam jiwa seorang hamba kerana aku juga seorang manusia . Bukan mudah mengata yang jujur padahal memahitkan, bukan mudah tersenyum saat berduka . Sometimes, rasa macam tidak mahu terima takdir semua nih , mengeluh dan mengeluh . Tetapi, saat aku kesepian aku mula berfikir wajarkah aku mempersoalkannya ? Umhhh . Sabar dan Sabar kerana bagiku sabar merupakan kunci utama dalam menghadapi sebarang ujian daripada Allah .. walaupun menyakitkan . . Yeahhh, bibir mudah mengungkap sabar, tetapi hati yang remuk berkecai .. :'/

                                              

       Mungkin aku terlalai kerana terlalu mendambakan cinta duniawi dari cinta dari-Nya . Maka, Allah mula mengetuk pintu hatiku untuk mengingati-Nya dari terus lalai dibuai mimpa dunia semata-mata . Aku mula sedar, Allah begitu merindui rintihan dan air mata kerana-Nya . . Allah mungkin tidak pernah menjanjikan perjalanan kehidupan itu mudah, tapi Allah berjanji akan bersama kita pada setiap langkah kitaa as long kitaa meminta padanya :)

 " Kata kejuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu " See ? Bukann susahh nakk senyumm , hati simpan baek luka-luka tuhh jangan sampi berdarah-darah , bernanah-nanah, terbakar-bakar , remuk kecai , hahh ape lagi kaw nak ? Semuaa arhh . Nanti lelame dia baek balekk lahh kann ? InsyaAllah <3 Pray for my happiness ^_^

                                     
                                                                                                                  saraeho

2013nyehh Story xD

      Migranee migrane migrane ! FISH FISH CATTTTT ! ><*takk maki kann ?
Da takk boley bgon jehh dri tidor , rse mcm nakk tdor 1hari . Wieeee ^_^ Tapi ape kann daya , this year ak nk genggam sijil "Kedatangan Penuh" nakk pecahh rekod seumor hdop ak . Da laaa last year dpat surat amaran sllu takk datangg . Bukann ak sngje seyhh , nseb bekk mak ak bgik surat klink thenn settle . Wiee ~ Takk kne dimerit . This year ak takk kire , selagi hidop ak datangg sk . Over seyhh -_- PMR bulan 10 , then  trial lagi 2weeks . Woo o_O serramm seyhh, kalow takk dpat straight A mcm mne ? Gelap mse depann ak >< So , wishh me luckk ! Doa korangg amat kuhargai , ceyh xP Pape pownn , ak doakann tahun nihh candidates PMR/SPM SMKPermasJaya , mndapat kputusan yangg cemerlanggg mcm tahun lepas :)
     Lagi 2years, SPM . But kalow boley ak takk nakk amek course Sains, Akaun smuee tuhh . Ak nakk amek perdagangann . Nakk mntk teknik perdagangan kalow boley, tapi sk Teknik JB lagi bgos . Urmhhh -__- Msokk jehh la manemane , as long perdagangann  ^_________^ Mak ayahh jgn risau, sk jehh manemane , bgos takk bgos uh ats diri kitee, bukann sk kitee . And lagi satuu , next year kalow boley ak dokk asrama . Musnah takk musnah hidop ak, sbb kalow kat ruma ak nyehh nafsu asyik nk ber-Google jehh , so baek dok asrama . Belaja la kaw smpi mmpus xD

Dont give me any hope anymoreeee . Stop pretand that you still care bout me . Leaveee meee ! :'(

What I can sayy seyhh ? Tell me ? If I say something , would you come back to me ? All this 'll come back like before hah ? Nver right ? So better I keep silent . Silent . Silent . Silent ;'(

And pretend like superwomen that hav no feeling . Easy for youu think bout me , but hard for me to handle all this feeling ;'(

It's hurt me . It's hurt me babe ! 

I'm tired . Tired . Tired ;/

Things that I scare if it's happen . It was happened . Yeahh .
My love to you never change . Never change until now . I want it backk normal like before ;(
It's hard . Really hard . I know . Ouh damn ! Now , I'm really miss you :'(
I want it back like before ,
wake up and see text from you,
say gudnight before sleep,
disturb me when I'm asleep,
joke with you,
call you sayang , bangang ,  rehza , bodo
then , there for me when I'm boring , happy , sad , hard , easy , rain , sunny , now , tomorrow . I want with you every second bieee ;/ I know , you 'll never come back to me . I know that , I realise that . But what can I do ? I still love you . But time change everything ! I dont hav time to spent with you . Leave you alone .
From we dclare , I knw oneday you might leave me , broken ur promises and now see ? what things that I'm scare 'll happen , now it happen . It 's really hurt me ;/ I loose you :'(
I understnd , why you leave me . I understnd that too muchhh :( I never put any blame to you . It's all my fault . I swear , only Allah know how much Iloveyou , how bad I want to hav you by my side ;( I'll pray everyday that oneday you 'll love me like how I loveyou and could hav you forever ;'(
Allah take care of him , while I'm not there for him ;'((

Adam need Hawa ,
Hawa need Adam ,
Theyy need each other . See ?
      Samee arhh kite , takdee lelaki , so perempuan pun takdee , bilee takdee perempuan lelaki pun takdee . Saling melengkapi . For me , cinta itu fitrah . Fitrah datang daripada Allah . So takk dose laa kalow bercinta . Tapi Allah bagikk jalan for couple yangg bercinta ini untuk berkahwin . Supayee cinta itu takk dikotori dengan maksiat dan zina . Cinta itu suci babe ! Bukan permainan yangg orang boleyy buwat maen -_-
Sebab cinta , orang berkorban , sebab cinta orang bahagia , sebab cinta orang menangis . It's normal . Bahagia menangis . Benda comman . Kalow takk sanggup sengsara , so jangan bercinta . Easykann ?
       Beratus tahun korangg bercinta , kalow takk ditakdirkann bersama , putus jugak . So , be careful ! Haha ! Nnti merana . "Cintailah orang yang mencintai diri kita, baru bahagia" via Cik Sha . Haishh . So, ape kene mengena dengann life ak smue nihh ? Yeah . I cant love guy who love me . Meow ! What can I do seyhh ? -_- So , I try to forget bout my past . Start new one , accept the new one ? Ouhh goshh ! NO NO ! HAHAHxD It's fuckin hard T_T I try and try . Look , buda fifteen has a piece strong heart ! Hhaha ! I'm strong! *muke bangge
        "If you love someone , let him go . If he come back , meants he love you , but if not . . Stop hoping !" via Adekk -_- Buuuu ! So, conclusion here I want my hearttt backkk ! Give my heart back ! Hah buangg dalam tongg sampah ? k . Da biase kne buang xD I dont want game others boys bcause my past . Dont want Dont want ! ><
        Everyone selfish for their happiness , and I sacrifes my feeling for my love <3 If destinied you for me , InsyaAllah Allah 'll make us together . BANGGG ! Dy couple org jgn brgan nakk gather gather sarah ! xD Find the new one . No dont want ! I dont want find anymore ! Biar takdir tentukan segalanya :)
Hope dia orangg happy !!! :')
I deactive my account for let them happy without me . The pencacai *_* K, pray for them ! Now ! hehe bye !

I admire my sista , Nurulain xD

Llalalalalallallal ~ K SHUT UP ! SHUT UP SARAH !
Ouhhhh . . I cant stand it anymore , al those things make me crazy now ><
Exam exam exam exam . Pleasee give me time to spent wif my pinky lappy makk ? cann ea ea ? ^_^ thanks ! Iloveyouuuhhhhhh <3
Ok , today I'm tired . *not only today actlyy , everydayyyy I'm tired -__-
Pemalasnyehh sarahh ! buu ! Hahaha , what can I say seyhhh , I mmg penatt pk smue bnde yang yangg yangg ... *yang ape ? o_O ternyata dirimu mmg pemalas , feel the painnn ouhhhhh
K , ikhlas dari hati . Saya malas belajar , tapi saya belajar jugak . Knpe yer ? Fact : Sbb tahapp pemalas saya tidakk mencapai tahap kuase 2345678 mcm adekkk saya ^_^ seee ? dy exam takk blaja pape tp tp dy tidak sebodoh kambingggg ;/ jelez jelez jelez ! the prove that we can here is dy kelas 2RK2 bukan kelas blkg . Ishhh ! Then dy tidak pena gagal -..-*however , ak KRK ! kelas first , wieee ^_^  takk riya' ok
        Keyhh ape lgi yangg citer best yang takk brpe nk best psl adekk ak lgi is .. I think she's strong girl . I never see she cry for boy . Damn sriusly ! Dy break pown mcm takk kesah . Nk cakap dy player takk . Bukti ? k , mse zaman tokk kadok dlu , ade sorng buda laki nihh haikal bukan nme sbnr , tuee staon dri ak xD Dy syokk kat adek ak , tp  pde mase yg samee ak syokk kat dy .What the fish cat seyhh -_- Haikal bkn nme sbnar handsome perhhh dri boyfren dy amir . Tp adek ak ? Mmpus takk lyan dy . Ksian haikal syok sndri . Thenn tuptup dgr amir ade girl laen . Pastuh adek ak ape lgi ? Hahah brambus kaw dri life ak . mwehh xP over arhh adek ak . Tp dy ok jehh ak tgk . Takk pena lakk nnges-nnges o so wtv . Hebatkan dy ?
        Adekk ak dgn ak amat sgt KONTRA . Iloveeeeshawlsomuchhh ! damnnn ak suke natangg lilit-lilit uh , while she hate it -__- She love bawal and indon . Apeseyhh , takk up to date la kann ? tapi dy peduli ape . She said simple is nice . But for meee , fuckin simple is annoying k -.- aishh ~ IloveeeeeARTsomuchhhh ! But she really hate it . She love mathematic the killer subject . What ? what ? see ! Ak bodo kurang pndai math and she ?
         Keyhh kite org memangg jauh beza prgai , even kite orangg beza setahunn . However she is , Iloveyouu ! Thanks for support me ! Thanks Allah for send this girl for me as my sistaaaaa <3

#Ain , kaw jgn nakk bngge tahap cipann ea ak update psl kaww xD lalallaa
                                               sincerely , sarahkakakyangbaekk <3

#see ? kontra kecomelann . Ak lagi comel xP

#asal muke ak kat sni nampak mcm mcm .. arhh ! dasar camera lappy -_-

Love is POISON

      "I am OK" "Lookk , my smile cute right ?" "HaHa"
Ok , tired with this . This week I'm very very very busy . Yeahhh , busy kawad , kemaskemas bju blek dri kem and study .. stdy ? mende uh ? o_O Hahah jgn gelakkan ak kalow ak belajar k -___-
      But , busy can't make me forget him . Erh .
Close my eyes and say "This is my journey , that He put me here .It's his plan . So I need to carry on and trust Him :') "
      Sarah rilex .. Myb he's not the right one . You should control ur emotion k . Cool cool . Urmhhh by the way , last weekend I went Savanahill for a camp . Happy ? But not like Happy gila laa , cause I sleep only TWO HOURS -__- I got panda eyes . So cuteeee xP  stdent from other school  nice while some not . But I enjoy knw them . JengJengJeng , got new boyfriend ? Lol . No laaa , even one guy who name syukri ask my no phne , but I dont give . Hewhew . Ask me whyy please ? hehhe . For me , he's super handsome cause I love tall boy with big and nerd spec . I dnt gve my no cause I realise however I couple with other guy I still cant forget him . Being cruel couple with other boy , while still love ex . Erh .
        Why I'm crying when remember you ? Gosh . I hate to cry anymore . I want to be strong girl who can survive her life without others help . Get it ? But I knw I can't . . Can I share this pain with you ? llalalala ~ Who ? erh sesapeee arh :/ Dahh dahh enough sarah :'(