Love is POISON

      "I am OK" "Lookk , my smile cute right ?" "HaHa"
Ok , tired with this . This week I'm very very very busy . Yeahhh , busy kawad , kemaskemas bju blek dri kem and study .. stdy ? mende uh ? o_O Hahah jgn gelakkan ak kalow ak belajar k -___-
      But , busy can't make me forget him . Erh .
Close my eyes and say "This is my journey , that He put me here .It's his plan . So I need to carry on and trust Him :') "
      Sarah rilex .. Myb he's not the right one . You should control ur emotion k . Cool cool . Urmhhh by the way , last weekend I went Savanahill for a camp . Happy ? But not like Happy gila laa , cause I sleep only TWO HOURS -__- I got panda eyes . So cuteeee xP  stdent from other school  nice while some not . But I enjoy knw them . JengJengJeng , got new boyfriend ? Lol . No laaa , even one guy who name syukri ask my no phne , but I dont give . Hewhew . Ask me whyy please ? hehhe . For me , he's super handsome cause I love tall boy with big and nerd spec . I dnt gve my no cause I realise however I couple with other guy I still cant forget him . Being cruel couple with other boy , while still love ex . Erh .
        Why I'm crying when remember you ? Gosh . I hate to cry anymore . I want to be strong girl who can survive her life without others help . Get it ? But I knw I can't . . Can I share this pain with you ? llalalala ~ Who ? erh sesapeee arh :/ Dahh dahh enough sarah :'(

Peliharalah Aurat Hawa ! #MuhasabahDiri

      Sedangg asyik online , tetibee nakk ber-google and search for ikon muslimah . Guess who I found ? Yeahhh , Dr Marwah al Syabini . Before that , Al-fatihah for her . . 

  

Marwah nama diberi , manis serupa wajah ..

Hebatnya dirinya mempertahankan auratnya sehingga jatuh syahid . .

Ditikam berkali - kali tetapi masih dengan pendiriannya dengan menutup aurat . .

Hebatnya dirinya . . 

Hawa . . Bangkitlah . . Bangkitlah . . Marwah Si Hebat sanggup bergadai nyawa demi aurat . .

Sedangkan kita senang lenang menunjukkan aurat . .

Malah yang lagi menyedihkan berbangga dengan aurat yang didedah . .

Sedarlahh hawa hidup di dunia sementara , akhirat selamanya . .

Tutuplah auratmu , sabarlahh wahai jiwa jiwa muda . .

Lebih indah dirimu jika aurat ditutup . .

Cukuplah sekadar suamimu yang lihat . .

Semoga Jannah pertemuan kita . .

       Demi Allah ! Celakalah kau kafirlaknattullah ! Beliau mungkin tidak sefofulerr Micheal Jackson yg meninggal hingga 1Dunie kecoh . . Tp percayalah namenya akan sering disebut sebut oleh penduduk langit , berbahagialah disyurga Marwah :)

        Ya Allah , kuatkanlah aku untuk menutup aurat dengan sempurna suatu hari nanti . . Ameen ..

Aku wanita , sesungguhnya wanita itu fitnah . Setiap tindak tandukku harus dijaga . .Hati janganlah merasakan menutup aurat mrupakan satu kengkangan , tapi jadikan la ia sebagai satu penghormatan . . Jiwa keraslah kau dengan pendirian Islammu , akal . . Ingatkanlahh ak tentang kematian .. sesungguhnya kematian itu pasti . . Malangnya diriku mati dalam keadaan jahil ? dalam diri penuh kemaksiatan ? MasyaAllah . . .Berusahalah kau wahai diri sehingga terbukti Jannah istanamu . . kalungan solehah didadamu . . ameen ya rabbal alameen :)

Make Me Strong ! Allah Akbar !

I know I'm waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You'd tell me out aloud
That on that day I'll be OK
But we'll never know cause
That's not the way it works
Help me find my way
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I've lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
I know I'm waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You'd tell me out aloud
That on that day you'll forgive me
But we'll never know cause
That's not the way it works
I beg for your mercy
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I've lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

Heart *ade spe kesah ?

                              
     ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! !
Hati aku dahhh macam macam nameee seyhhh ade , pahit , pedih , kelat , hancur , luluh , remuk , pecah , bekecai , terbakar , hangus , hangit , rentung , meletoooppppppp . . . KEBABOOOMMMM !
Tunggu masee jehh nak .. nakk .. mati . Ceyhh . SadLifeee -_-

                                               
         Sarahh mmg ginihhh touchingg lebeyhh emo poyo and some else . Tapi tapi :/ Tuhh yangg titeww rse . . nakk buwakk guano ? Why horrr only Allah understnd me like always ? Penattt seyhhh senyum while inside dyinggg . Erh . Benci seyh ddok dkat dunie tapi sekor  sorng manusie pongggg tokk peheee kito :'(
Tahu dokk rase dy mcm mne ? Mcm .. mcm .. nakk terjon katil jehh . Arh arh  ! !*mnonggek ats katil
        Peluk diri tgk langit , searching bulann .. Yeahh I see ! Hope he doing same thing like mee ;/ Harapann la kaw sarah smpai mmpuih -_____- Tahhtahh sekarang dy tgh dating ke ape ke dgn pmpuan laen *evil think

                                                             
         Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! Hope hope hope . Just hope :'( Why hoh nobody never undrstnd me ? WHY ? WHY ? Asl kalow boley smue orang nakk bwt ak nnges ? Mcm yall kan ? Da uhh kalow ak nnges bkn nakk pjuk . Bwt muke takk besalah tanpe simpati , yes tanpe simpati . Eyh baek ak msok bersamamu , kurangg kaseh sayangg perhatian bagai . ERH FUCKIN SHIT , Lagi arh sdeyh seyh . Mcm useless jeh ak nih kann . That's why , ak snng jatuhh hati jantong smue dkat orang yangg care psl ak . SEBABNYEHHH NOBODY THAT I KNW NEVER AND EVER CARE BOUT MYSELF AND MY FEELING ! tuhh arh yangg ak rse . Cbe korang  , yes korang . Sty at myside . Korng cmfirm terjun katilnyehh . Srius ! Da bpe kali da ak terjon katil takk pass - pass awayy lagi ~.~ I want everyone can read my eyes , I want everyone knw I hurt even I smile , I want everyone can read my heart , I wantt everyone try to make me laugh , I WANT I WANT ! ! XDD hewhew

                                                   
           Erh da lahhhh . Night . Dear wind send flying kiss ak yg sweet nihh dkt alamt . . . erh pape lahh as long sgpore then dkat rehza vangang tuhh <3
       

DAMN I MISS HIM :/

                                             
 DAMN ! I still can't forget him :'( I really miss him . So much . I never fall in love with the boy like this before :/ Argh sedey sedeyh sedeyh saket saket saket perit perit perit tuhh jehh mampu ak ucap :/ Tipu arh ak ckp ak takk rindu dy kan ? Tipu sgt . Mata menggambarkn segalanyeeehhh :/  Read my eyes , figure out my heart , listen my tears . . . Only Allah knw how much I love him .. Allah . . send my love to him . . Make him realise how much I love him . . make he realise how sad I'm when he's not here with me . .

                                                   
         Thinking bout him evry second make me fuckin hurt :'( Sriusly . This is not SUPER POYO keyhh . Nihh luahan persaan jiwe hati ak . KShut up . Hati maafkan ak .. selalu ak mnyakitimu , bukan ke ak pemilikmu sepatotnye mnjagamu , bukann menyakitimu , bukan mmbuat airmata sebagai penemanmu . . Hati , sabarlahh kau selagi mampu . .

                                                         
          Knpe you tade when I need you now ? You taw takk I tade spe lagi nakk mngadu , I knw Allah always there for us . But I still need you . . I nakk mngadu katt spe kalow takk you ? I nak gado gado sayangg dgn spe kalow takk you ? I nakk maki spe kalow takk you ? I nakk dengki spe kalow takk you ? I nak bwat lwk bodo dkt spe kalow takk kat you ? I nak bebel kat spe kalow takk you ? I nakk bjet Bm dkat spe kalow takk you ? You knw wht .. My life mess up without you now ... :'/
           Dear , sape nakk sing my fv song dkat I pasnih ? Spe nakk bwt I senyum mcm kerangg busuk comel sensorng pasnih ? Sape nakk kacau I memalam pasnih ? Spe nakk gerak I solat subuh pasnih ? Spe nakk aja I english pasnih ? Sapee nakk memarah I pasnih ?Sape nakk ajk I berangann pasnih ? Sayy sayanggg ! Sape if not youu :'(
           I really hope you will be father to my children .. be Imam .. be teacher .. be friend to me and our children ... then , bring me to Mecca , perform haji  together .. I really hope that ..

                                        I also hope you miss me like I miss you babe :')
                            

                                
                            You will never find a girl that cares and loves you more than me . <3
        Even hati ak saket , alhamdulillah maseh boley dkawal stkat nihh . . InsyaAllah . Allah there for you sarahh . Never stop pray dear ! kk chaiyokk ! *cheer me please ? xD
           AnaUhibBuka ngekk ! xD
I strt miss you without tears .. but I miss you with hope that you we'll get back togther at the time . But I dont think now , InsyaAllah day that I really need someone to take care of me :')
                                                                                                lot of hope saraeho
           

Todayyy Likee WOOHOOOHH ! ! but .. but

                              
 Woooooooooooohooooooooohhhhh ! Latestnyehhh gossip nihh ! Meyhh meyhh makk jemahh nakk story . Kkk . Tarik nafas dlu , ok hembus , tarikkkk .. hembuss ... KDone ! Eyh lincahh la story jemahh hoi gossip ape ? I daaa baekk dgn mmbe I . Baek la skit . Arh skittt pown ok lahhh ! *chicken dance
      Jemahh pown tataw asl tetibe boley baek ? Myb niat yg baek Allah sllu tolongg . Alhamdulillah :') Nihh hari dkat sk adee adee Karnival Koko . Likeee WOOOOOWWW ! Hahaha ape "wow" nyehh ? Kk yangg " wow" nyehh is bnyakk mat mat handsome ! *muke miangg Dy org dtg dri pelusok negara . KTipu . Budabuda sk laenn come to our sch for join KayuhanSatuMalaysia ! Awesomekann ? ;)
       Tapii .. I penatt seyhh .*tgn dbahu .Potong psangg for them . Urghhhhh . Genggg baboonn -__- Arghh boleyh jdik bahan nihh *pisanggpisanggTutupmukeee
I potongg psangg dgn gaya yangg ayuuu gituhhh . Comel habes taw I xD Ye arhh brohh brohh VIP ade . Gile jdik KakYong kat situu . KakYong katt lorongg arhh xD
        Tapi tapi .. Sadlifee :'( I cant still forget him ! Shit ! )(*&^%$#!!!! erghhh . Cukup arh for the last one laki saketkan hati ak . Rehzaaa ! Imisschuuu :'( Missyou so muchh . Kalow la dberi pluang I taknakk cri masalah cri hal nk gado , turunkann ego I smuee . I nk jadik baek gituhh supayee you nmpk I sorngg jehh . Rse lifeless jehh seyh . Emotional :/ Hurmmm . Hati I bcelaru . Kalow you mncul blek . Then get back together ?  Jauh sdut hati I rse nakk sesgt  , tp ade jugakk rse taknakk :/
          Kite sweet couple habeskan ? hikhokhikhok xD Ingt mse dedulu sukee nah call I memalam then dgr suare I tdow . Ishhh ! Irritating seyh you nihh ! Then promise each other . Maki each other xD lol bangang .Then you yg buteeee BM bjett english dgn I ,yg I bjet BM dgn you . Hahh amekk kaw ! Malaysia boleyy k xD
            Semue tnggal knngankan ? You smpann knngan nihh bebaek k . Kalow ad jodoh InsyaAllah kte kaweennnnnn <3 wieeeeee ! Thenn ad ank cecomel . Alolo impian kitee dlu perghh kankan ? Babyy girl comel mcm I , tp kurus skit arh . Babyy boy handsomee mcm youhhh ! Trololo<3*muke miangg
       
                                                       kbye tired hoh . Today tolong cekgu sne sni . salam sayang rindu benci
                                                                                                        saraeho

Bergurau dalam Islam #MuhasabahDiri

"Babe , pena takk pk lawak korang mnyebabkan ada hati yang terluka dan mnnges ?"

Assalamualaikum , yaww ! Da lme takk update yg gempakk gedebak gedebuk isnt ? Auchumm ! Bnyk kowt habukkk *kipas kipas tangan idong dkenyit . Kcunnn !

Hewheww ^_^ Today no story tp sdkit nsehat yg boleyy dkongsi after bce artikel -artikel tdi . K . Bgurau dalam Islam <3 Islam takk penahh haramkan bergurau slgi ianya adee batas . ceyhh ayat bm ! mukee suci xD

Kkk . Bgurau ade batasnyehh, smue bnde yang kite bwt mstilahh dalam kesederhanaan . Tak trllu over atau sbginyehh . Knpe kne jagee adab dalam bgurau ? bukan ke gurau tuhh just for fun ? Yeahh mmg for fun nk bwt others happy dgn lwk kitee, tp gurau yg sehingge menyakiti hati org laen adalah salah .

 Yes salah . Sbb ape ? Sbb akn mnyebbkan persengketaan ? Haram bgurau sehingga tmbul bntuk penghinaan terhdap org laen exmple ; Hoi hitamm sanee arh ! Gelapp jehh blah sne pehal ? Nakk ujan ke ? MUAHAHAHHAHA !! *others friends also gelak . Tak ke malu orang tuhh ? Takk ke kcik hati org tuhh ? Kalow dy kate , tapee tapee . Hati org ? Spe tahu right ? 

Ataupownnn , guraun yg berunsur lucahh -_- Teetttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt . Nih laki selalu bwt . WHAT ? LUCAH ? FOR FUNN ONLY LAAAA . TAKK STIM PONGGG ~

Wakluu ! Stim ke takk still dose . Again dose . Meyh put hadis ;

“Celakalah bagi orang yang berbicara lalu berdusta supaya dengannya orang banyak jadi tertawa. Celakalah baginya dan celakalah. (Hadis riwayat Ahmad)

Allah berfirman yang bermaksud: 

“Wahai orang-orang yang beriman janganlah satu puak itu menghina puak yang lain, kemungkinan orang yang dihina lebih baik dari orang yang menghina. Janganlah wanita menghina wanita yang lain, kemungkinan wanita yang dihina lebih baik baik dari wanita yang menghina... “ (Surah al-Hurujaat ayat 11) 

There 're many advntages when kitee bgurau dgn beradab . Such as, hubungann prsaudaraan smkin erat, fitnah smkin brkurangn, hasad dengki tiada . 

Selain tuhh, maaf memaafi juge ptot adee k . Bru life aman . Thenn MESRAA !! goyangg tngan xD Respect k . Bru org respectt kite :)

                                     sebarkan agama Allah selagi bernyawa,

saraeho